Art-is-my-Boyfriend

She once was a girl who lived for pain Constantly looking for something to make her feel alive Because although she bled like everyone else She felt numb and inhuman Her demons were her only comfort She soon began to find happiness after the years She became stronger And was no longer numb to the pain she once loved She pushed her demons into hiding And became who she had always wanted to be Then she met you 'The one' It all felt like a fairy tale And just like all good stories Bad things start to happen She sees that you were not who she thought You exhaust her with your mental abuse Your belittling The lying and deceiving She got weake

Our past is deep, It's full of secrets, Things only we know. Only our minds can remember, The laughs, The smiles, The embraces in which we encountered. Your heart beat strong, Your personality was unique, And you cared more than you showed. You were hurt though, Paranoid and depressed, You were on the edge and only I knew. I still loved you, More than you knew, More than you'll ever know. I wanted to help, Wanted to pull you back to me, But it's to late. One man, One mistake. You're in the claws of the law, There's nothing i can do, Nothing but wait. Wait until i see you again, How long will that be? You had so much going for you, So

Here alone in my own little world. Scared to death, But show no fear. No way to tell how much time has passed, Or how long i will actually last. Tears stream down my face, Blood drips from my wounds. Speechless words form at the tip of my tongue, But no one there to listen. I turn to face the demons, And let them have the last of my soul.